What gives you the right to send someone a tirade of stoned messages just because you got a little dose of courage after smoking, well, you know what you smoked? Can't you do that when you're normal? What is normal to you anyway?
You say that to lose control when under the influence is nothing but a sad excuse of a coward. What do you call yourself now? Don't be a hypocrite. You know you did what you couldn't do when sober. Because you're a coward. Because you are too afraid to say it. Because you think too much of how the other person will react. You needed a little boost from the smoke because when the smoke clears, you have an excuse.
Is it always going to be like this? Are you always going to depend on the smoke to say what you truly want? Because if that is the case, then you really are a coward.